Because I Miss You

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

Gerimis Mengundang.

Sunday | 4.16pm | Kamsis

Hi Bloggers..

How r u today... i hope everything will be fine as usual... For the 1st time after 1 month i guess, Mukah receive a heavy rain... TQVM God... The weather back to  normal...

But, does this heavy rain can help me ease my feeling right now?

i often telling myself, advice myself not to attach with someone... But, what can i do, the feeling come automatically...

To be frank, at first, this person is not my type... i never dreamed to fall or to like this kind of person.. But, i dunno, all of sudden i fall to this person... O god...

And now, i have to pay for the price... in the end, i'm nothing to this person.. i can felt that, i'm just a place for this person to rely on.. goshh.. how stupid am i..

all i need is an answer... thats all.. no matter how bad it is... but at least i know...

No matter how hard i try, but seems all my effort useless... i'm tired already... tired trying... while i'm nothing to this person eyes...

i was chasing this person to like me and the same time this person busy chasing somebody else....

so, i made up my mind... i'm giving up.. and i will leaving you slowly...

sometimes, in order to make ourselves happy we have to let go and ready to sacrifice..

Biarlah ku ubat luka ini sendiri... akan ku ajar hati ku ini...

this is not the 1st time... this the 2nd time... gosh.. why i never realise about this... so stupid...

Terlalu banyak yang terjadi dalam hidupku, aku selalu berada di persimpangan, persimpangan yang menutupkan dua takdir yang berbeza. Aku sedar, setiap persimpangan itu, aku harus memilih antaranya, manusia tidak pernah dapat kesemua nya.. Hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk memikirkan perihal yang amat panjang walaupun sesuatu yang singkat akan berlaku dalam kehidupan ku yang terasa perlahan kerana aku menemui mu sekarang dalam kehidupan ku di masa lampau...

Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar ku kebasahan

Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman

Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu
Tiada terkilan

Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak di dada
Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan

Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku
Kau guris oh oh oh...
Dalam tak sedar ku menangis

Hello Again

23.06.2012 @ 2.40am.

Hello bloggers..

It is been a long time since my last update. I was so busy this past few weeks.

 However i manage to keep mylife organise. 

There a few things i want to share with uolls, wht was happen to me lately... A fews week ago i was in Miri for gawai celebration.. a week after gawai i was in Miri again. Basically mylife was on the go...

I did mentioned about this person before. im confused... this person seems to shows interested mood to me but the same time this person busying texting sonebody else.. Arghhhh... Or i am the only one yg perasaan lebih...

i dont know until when i can wait and patient... i just scared when im bored i will automatically ignore.

but at this moment, im trying to cherish the moment..

just remember im not ur 2nd or any choices..

all i need ia an answer...

nite.folks.

So that you love me still

I understood all the words, I understood, thank you.
They were new and made sense, that's why here
Things have changed, and the flowers have wilted
That's why the past was the past
That's why, if everything changes and wears out, then loves also fade away
You should know
I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else
Even if when you dance, others are dancing with you
I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame
I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still
You shouldn't have started, attracted me, touched me
I shouldn't have given so much, I don't know how to play
People tell me that today, they tell me that's how other women do things
I'm not other women
Before we get too close, before we throw it away
You should know
I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else
Even if when you dance, others are dancing with you
I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame
I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still
I'll find other languages to sing your praises
I'll pack our bags for the fields of eternal harvests
I'll say those magic words spoken by African healers
I'll say them with no regrets, so that you love me still
I'll make myself a queen so that you don't leave me
I'll make myself new so the fire starts again
I'll become like those other women who make you happy
Your games will be our games, if that's what you desire
I'll make myself brighter, more beautiful, to rekindle the spark
I'll turn myself to gold, so that you love me still

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