1.13pm | Monday | Kamsis | 30.04.2012
Dear blog..
I'm suppose to update u 2 days ago.. But, there is a problem with the internet connection.. The internet connection was down for 2 days.. Jezzz..... My life was upside down... This is the result when we rely too much with internet...
Luckily today, the internet back as usual...
Well, back to our headlines.. there is been something strange to my house last friday.. until today i still cannot figure it out what was exactly happen... The only thing that i sure is, my samsung S II charger gone, my spoilt SE Xperia X2 also gone and fews of my coins in my storage also gone...
FYI, my house located at 2nd floor which only 1 way in and out, main door, which is possible since my main entrance was equip with grill...
Hurmm... i'm not pointing to anybody it just that made me feel not comfortable to leave my house for a long time...
Moral behind the story, now i became more cautious and a bit paranoid.. huhu..
Monday, April 30, 2012
Saturday, April 28, 2012
MEdSI
28.04.2012 | Saturday | 7.05pm | Kamsis
Hi...
Actually, i'm working today.. Invigilate MEdSI (Teacher Wannabe)...
For the 1st time i became Ketua Pengawas.. Sooo nervous coz a lot of responsible... the 59 candidate future is in my hands... But, luckily everything run smoothly... Thx God..
And still wondering what was exactly happen to my house yesterday...
i lost my charger, some of my coins gone even my sony ericssons xperia x2 also gone without trace.. Wonder wonder...
Hi...
Actually, i'm working today.. Invigilate MEdSI (Teacher Wannabe)...
For the 1st time i became Ketua Pengawas.. Sooo nervous coz a lot of responsible... the 59 candidate future is in my hands... But, luckily everything run smoothly... Thx God..
And still wondering what was exactly happen to my house yesterday...
i lost my charger, some of my coins gone even my sony ericssons xperia x2 also gone without trace.. Wonder wonder...
Friday, April 27, 2012
Rambling...
7.36am | Friday | 27.04.2012 | General Studies Department.
Hi Blogs..
Good Morning...
I'm suppose to update U last nite.. But, i have something to do, so i forget to update..
Well, last nite i went outing again...
i do enjoy my outing.. i like it... Ahakzzzz...
Hi Blogs..
Good Morning...
I'm suppose to update U last nite.. But, i have something to do, so i forget to update..
Well, last nite i went outing again...
i do enjoy my outing.. i like it... Ahakzzzz...
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Someone Like You...
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Jar Of Hearts
No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Happy Faces...
8.49am | Thursday | 26.04.2012 | General Studies Department.
Morning my Blogs...
My cloudy day gone.. Finally.. Now, i can smile and dance as if no one watching...
My life back to normal.. I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!
Felt so glam, hot and sexy!!
Morning my Blogs...
My cloudy day gone.. Finally.. Now, i can smile and dance as if no one watching...
My life back to normal.. I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!
Felt so glam, hot and sexy!!
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
I Won't Give Up...
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Maher Zain - For The Rest Of My Life
I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You’ve found your home it’s here with me, and I’m here with you
Now let me let you know
You’ve opened my heart
You’ve found your home it’s here with me, and I’m here with you
Now let me let you know
You’ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along, oh
And there’s a couple of words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You’re my wife, and my friend and my strength
And I pray we’re together in Jannah
Finally now I’ve found my self, I feel so strong
Yes everything was changed when you came along, oh
And there’s a couple of words I want to say
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You’re my wife, and my friend and my strength
And I pray we’re together in Jannah
Finally now I’ve found my self, I feel so strong
Yes everything was changed when you came along, oh
And there’s a couple of words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
And now that you’re here, in front of me
I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt, and I’ll sing it loud
And that I will love you eternally
I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt, and I’ll sing it loud
And that I will love you eternally
Chorus:
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
How Can I Not Love You.....
Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss,
Cannot have each other
Must be strong, and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
Cannot dream, Cannot share,
Sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel,
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you?
Must be brave, and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you when you are gone?
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss,
Cannot have each other
Must be strong, and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
Cannot dream, Cannot share,
Sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel,
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you?
Must be brave, and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you when you are gone?
Pengerindu Ba Ujung Cherita
One of Iban Song that i like... Every words, every sentence meaningful..
Lama......
Cukup pengelama
Aku ingin ka nuan
Kenyau keterubah aku meda
Asai ke di tangkap karan
Ketegal ati amat keran
Sanggup ku ngitung hari
Taja pan bedau di kembuan
Tang aku sanggup nganti
C/O
Tiap kali nuan ayan ba mata
Tubuhku peluh sereta enda bedaya
Aku tebelanga sampai ke bepurus dada
Kelalu kesal diserampur gaga
Diatu enda disangka pengerinduku diterima
Diatu udah nyata ba ujung cherita
Aku asai ke enda pecaya
Ati nuan ulih buka
The song so meaningful....
Lama......
Cukup pengelama
Aku ingin ka nuan
Kenyau keterubah aku meda
Asai ke di tangkap karan
Ketegal ati amat keran
Sanggup ku ngitung hari
Taja pan bedau di kembuan
Tang aku sanggup nganti
C/O
Tiap kali nuan ayan ba mata
Tubuhku peluh sereta enda bedaya
Aku tebelanga sampai ke bepurus dada
Kelalu kesal diserampur gaga
Diatu enda disangka pengerinduku diterima
Diatu udah nyata ba ujung cherita
Aku asai ke enda pecaya
Ati nuan ulih buka
The song so meaningful....
After Invigilate JP's Paper - Microeconomic
11.13am | Wednesday | 25.04.2012 | General Studies Department.
Good Morning Blogs...
From 8.30-10.30am i was at Dewan Serbaguna PMU, to invigilate paper. Still i cannot focus, even i trying my very best to focus and get rid my mind from thinking about that particular persons.
For every moment i missed that persons... I hope that person know how i felt right now.. Gosh.. I felt so stupid.. But luckily me, i still can do my work as usual, it is just occasionally that the person image appeared in my mind.. I'm trying to msg or called, but i don't have gut to do so... In the end i kept it myself.. Frankly speaking, up to this point, i still don't know about that person feeling towards me.. I'm trying to give the hints and signal, but seems that something holding that person...
I surely hate this feeling...
I really hope that person understand my feeling.. I don't want an old stories re-surface... i can't bear the frustrated feeling...
It is hard to say i love u when there is no feeling involve..
Good Morning Blogs...
From 8.30-10.30am i was at Dewan Serbaguna PMU, to invigilate paper. Still i cannot focus, even i trying my very best to focus and get rid my mind from thinking about that particular persons.
For every moment i missed that persons... I hope that person know how i felt right now.. Gosh.. I felt so stupid.. But luckily me, i still can do my work as usual, it is just occasionally that the person image appeared in my mind.. I'm trying to msg or called, but i don't have gut to do so... In the end i kept it myself.. Frankly speaking, up to this point, i still don't know about that person feeling towards me.. I'm trying to give the hints and signal, but seems that something holding that person...
I surely hate this feeling...
I really hope that person understand my feeling.. I don't want an old stories re-surface... i can't bear the frustrated feeling...
It is hard to say i love u when there is no feeling involve..
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Bored Nite
9.07pm | Tuesday | 24.04.2012 | WA1-2 - Kamsis, PMU.
Sitting at home, doing nothing... Just watching TV and On9... What a boring routine.. How i wish Mukah got a lot of Shopping complex, interesting fast food, or even a nice place to sit and enjoy the nite..
So, here i am, sitting in front of my whitey lappy and trying to write something... What a life...
Sitting at home, doing nothing... Just watching TV and On9... What a boring routine.. How i wish Mukah got a lot of Shopping complex, interesting fast food, or even a nice place to sit and enjoy the nite..
So, here i am, sitting in front of my whitey lappy and trying to write something... What a life...
Seandainya...
Seandainya tidur malamku
Diulit mimpi bersama denganmu
Dan andainya dalam jagaku
Bukannya mimpi namun realiti
Kan kugubah puisi indah
Seribu makna
Demi kasihku padamu
Aku rindu kepadamu
Siang malamku
Bagai tak menentu
Oh Tuhanku kabulkanlah
Demi bahagia
Yang kudamba
Diulit mimpi bersama denganmu
Dan andainya dalam jagaku
Bukannya mimpi namun realiti
Kan kugubah puisi indah
Seribu makna
Demi kasihku padamu
Aku rindu kepadamu
Siang malamku
Bagai tak menentu
Oh Tuhanku kabulkanlah
Demi bahagia
Yang kudamba
Never Too Late Part II
Hi...
How is my day today? Hurmmm.... I'm still looking for the answer... But, for sure, i felt so terrible...
Early in the morning i have to attend Taklimat Kesepakaran Pegawai Pendidikan Pengajian Tinggi (PPPT), but i cannot focus 100%. Ended that i played with phone and whatapps my frens to clear my mind...
My mind was somewhere else.. I kept on thinking about that persons... For some reasons i still cannot reveal who is that person.. But, for sure, i like that persons...
I wonder what was the person doing this whole day... I'm waiting that persons to msg me, but, none... Hurmmm.... Felt frustrated..
I think, that is the reason why i cannot focus the whole week... Luckily, i have this private blog.. So, not all can read my blog.. Hehehe...
But, i really wish "that person" understand what i feel.. arghhhhhhhh... This feeling kill me.. i hate this kind of feeling..
What should i do? I give signal already, but, no +ve response.. Haizzzz.....
How is my day today? Hurmmm.... I'm still looking for the answer... But, for sure, i felt so terrible...
Early in the morning i have to attend Taklimat Kesepakaran Pegawai Pendidikan Pengajian Tinggi (PPPT), but i cannot focus 100%. Ended that i played with phone and whatapps my frens to clear my mind...
My mind was somewhere else.. I kept on thinking about that persons... For some reasons i still cannot reveal who is that person.. But, for sure, i like that persons...
I wonder what was the person doing this whole day... I'm waiting that persons to msg me, but, none... Hurmmm.... Felt frustrated..
I think, that is the reason why i cannot focus the whole week... Luckily, i have this private blog.. So, not all can read my blog.. Hehehe...
But, i really wish "that person" understand what i feel.. arghhhhhhhh... This feeling kill me.. i hate this kind of feeling..
What should i do? I give signal already, but, no +ve response.. Haizzzz.....
Never too late..
Hi Blogger..
Pheww... It is been a long time since my last update...
There are lot of thing happen in my life lately... I do not know how to start..
My life being upside down for a while until i met someone... Someone that make my life more brighter and alive...
For the past 3 months ago, i was so busy with my teaching and learning process in order to achieve the curriculum needs...
My life was in a fast lane, until me myself couldn't get it along..
If you asked me, how is my life lately.. should i lie or telling the truth?? Me myself also not sure with the answer..
It tooks me a long time to start typing.. coz i lost a lot of words ....
well, lets start with what happen lately...
Pheww... It is been a long time since my last update...
There are lot of thing happen in my life lately... I do not know how to start..
My life being upside down for a while until i met someone... Someone that make my life more brighter and alive...
For the past 3 months ago, i was so busy with my teaching and learning process in order to achieve the curriculum needs...
My life was in a fast lane, until me myself couldn't get it along..
If you asked me, how is my life lately.. should i lie or telling the truth?? Me myself also not sure with the answer..
It tooks me a long time to start typing.. coz i lost a lot of words ....
well, lets start with what happen lately...
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