Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Hi....

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..

1st day of Raya Celebrations...

went to uncles and aunties houses.. 4 house only...

Sooooooooooooooooo... full...... TG..

Bye..

3rd Day

Hello again...

Today, i'm kindda busy a bit...

i went to car shop... i have to change my car adjustable absober D2 to the new adjustable spring , KYB PRO RS..

This new adjustable spring much better then the 1st one.. Felt so worth even i it cost me RM1820.00.. almost 5 hr i'm in the shop..

After that i went to car accessories, coz i want to change my car head lamps... its cost me RM720.. but worth my money...

Chill..

2nd Day... (28.08.2011)

Hi...

Today i went to the spring, particularly PADINI CONCEPT STORE...

OMG, 50%-70% salesss....

so, bought 2 seed slacks, 2 seed long sleeve and 2 t-shirt.. its cost me RM300++ but after discount it cost me RM200++....

Love U..

27.08.2011

Hi...

I'm suppose to update this blog 4 days ago... But, its ok..

On that date, i was so excited because i'm on my way to Kuching.. i can hear the shoppping complex calling for my name..

i started my journey sometimes 9.30am, arrived at kuching around 7.00pm... Safe journey...

Cheerss...

Peace

Hi Folks..

How r u today... 2 hrs almost midnite...

Can't wait for tomorrow.. i'll be going to kuching with my beloved car and families.. Finally, my wish come true to drive my own car to kuching...

its been a long time since i come to kuching sometimes in October last year..

i hope my journey tomorrow will be smooth sailing.. the road should be fine by now..

almost 800KM approximately 10-12 hours driving Mukah-Kuching...

God, please bless and guide our journey tomorrow..

Today,

i felt a bit peace of mind, i'm no longer thinking about that stupid persons... let's the person gone by the wind...

up to this point, i try to live my life... try to change my perspective ...

The Attitude ..

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”

Selamat Hari Raya

Hi All...

Di kesempatan ini,

Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

The Best Regret and Mistakes Quote of all time...

It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.

sorry seems the hardest word...

sorry im not perfect
sorry im not true
sorry im not happy
sorry im not you

sorry im not there
sorry im not that extraordinary
sorry im not thin
sorry im just ordinary

sorry im outspoken
sorry i dont share
sorry i dont need you
sorry you were never there

sorry im not comfortable
sorry your the same
sorry that i dont change
sorry im not game

sorry im here
sorry i wont be gone
sorry you dont care for me
sorry if im wrong

sorry for what im about to do
sorry but i cant stay
sorry but ive gotta leave
sorry im just running away

Just Sorry.

hiding my ass...

Hi there...

i should do this, "hiding my own ass"...

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

the regret ....

Good Day Mate...

my life full of regret right now... i should tell or teach my heart not to do so before... but now, it is too late....

how i wish i can undo that time, but couldn't do so... i'm so regret... i'll never repeat the same mistake ever again...

its making me sick when i think about it... now, i felt my life in a mess, not comfortable and not free as usual... i don't know wht to do right now... i made so many mistakes that i cannot undo it back....

am i that bad? am i not that worthy?

well, to that person, mayb this time u win... but remember this, life like a wheel, keep on turning up and down.. every dog has its day... and ur day will come, by that time, then u know, how i felt...

You not suppose to judge me that, because you didn't know the complete story of my life wish it very complicated...

Remember this, i never start the fire... U r the one who start it... i'm just victim here...

next time, if u cannot handle with the fire, make sure don't start the fire, cause the fire may become big and ugly...

i'm so foolish... to that person, congratulations, u really made me look like a fool person...

i wish i can run, run so far away from here... but i couldn't... my hands is tight...

how i wish... i really wish this regret feeling will fade away by time...

Go live your life, and stop making people look bad... tell your friends to back off, cause i stop playing this games.. i'm quit.. i let u and ur fren wins... i raise my case...

Go and celebrate it.... U can laugh out loud..

xoxo

Fire Burning..

Hi Again...

Wow... today, i kept on updating my blog... Yup, wht to do.. Only here i can talk and type freely.. If i said a thing like this in my social network, people will comment and asking and some of them will spying and used that issues to take me down...

People nowadays getting good and good on how to taking somebody down... I think i should agree to some people that social network also can bring hurm to the owner itself, cause we always updating and said something and other people can view us anonymously...

for some reason, people also like to sensational about those messy thing.... What a life....

Person Who Know Everything...

Hi again...

Only a few hour from my last update...

a met somebody who seems to me know everything and good in complaining thing...

Wow... what a good combination... this person kept on telling me that, i know about this, i tell you, i tell you this, i tell you that... i've been talking to somebody, come on la, u listen to me... OMG, this person kept on saying those thing... Sooooo, annoying, i felt like to say to that person, would you shut up.... would you stop talking about it... u talked to the wrong persons... wht makes u think that i should listen to all of your rambling???

and this statement makes me want to puke "i not just an ordinary person, i'm different from others, other people, you can lie, but me, u cannot lie" well... heads up, do you ever think that i care?? Pleasee.... i tell you solemnly, i don't even care about it..

chaw...

somebody called 911

Good Morning Blogger.. (24 / 08 / 2011 ... 2.30am).

It is been a long time since my last update... how r u blogger.. thx for reading my boring blogs..

This morning i want to share about something that a bit make me felt un-secure..

I was talking with my friends on the phone, and my friends suddenly suggests to change my car.. i asked that person why? that person only answered me, i heard somebody "wanted" your car... and i was speechless... and i asked again why? that person said, mayb u slip of the tongue.. ooo come on, everybody does mistake all the time, why just u let it go.. wht would u have if u "wanted" my car?? why just don't u kill me immediately, that shud be better..

if im loud i also wrong, if im silent i als wrong..

so tell me, which part that i was right???

by the way, who r u to judge me? but, do i care about it?? nope... my life my ways...

sometimes i realise somebody spying on my social network, coz i know based on wht that person comment.. and again, who r u? my social network, my right, coz it open to public.. u dont like wht u c, close ur eyes, or unfriend me or no need to view my profile..

sometimes, i was thinking, am i that bad? am i not worthy to advice? am i that bad becoming a teacher or tutor? just want that person to know, i never asked for all of this... and i never blame the god our creator, i just still don't know why...

for some reasons, this was happen in my mind, am i choosing the right path? should i continue or discontinue my journey? should i end my journey?

there is time i felt so weak until i cannot stand on my own feet.. i need support... i never this happen to me, but, it happen anyway... im not Mr Perfect.. im just a normal human being who made mistakes all the times...

and i also, cannot force you to understand and trust me or believe every word i said, even though i realise u just laughing at me...

up to this point, that person came out with this statement, "you don't have any right to advice me, cause you and me a same".. wow.. im really speechless... i have nothing to say..

u killed me with all the words.. every single words or sentence came out from my mouth u don't want to accept it and make funs of it..

anyway, TQVM for that, that person really opened my eyes... i shouldn't tell that person much about me, cause in the end, i became the victim of my own little secret... TQ so much...

I promise myself, i won't talked about myself or anything to that person or to anyone...

Felt so sad went people took advantage on our own weakness..

Finally, i found the best medium to share all my problem.. turn myself to god and blogging..

Peace out..

A stressfull Week..

Hi there...

How life's getting on??

what a week... very busy week...

start with Convocation Ceremony, followed by CISEC, FRP Week, Marking Exam Paper, Audit...

Whoaaaa..... such a long day...

Plus, flu and fever.. everything comes towards the week...

Can't wait for the Raya Celebration Holiday..

I've been planning went to Kch.. It's been a long time i left kuching.. i missed kch already... i missed the hussle bussle of kch.. finally, i've chance to kch again..

this time, i drive with my own transport.. can't hardly wait...

Bye...